Revlon x Rossmann

If you follow me on Instagram you already know that Revlon is finally coming to Germany. It will be sold at all Rossmann Stores and online (link below) from now on. I know the brand for ages and always asked friends to bring some products from the States. They are well known for super long lasting products and seriously the foundation stays on of the whole day and I used it on a lot of models while working as a Make-up Artist as well.

But lets not talk too much and just go on by showing you my favorite products Weiterlesen

#selflovesunday my story 

Growing up in a society that makes us believe we need to be thinner,more beautiful and always flawless is making it quite hard for every woman to love and truly accept herself. Because even those who seem to be perfect to others aim for more. When I was 15 and my body was growing into that body it is today and my hips got wider than the other girls hips  the emotion that I most connected to my body was hate and shame. So before even being fully grown up you already start to tell youself you are not enough, not good enough, not beautiful enough and not thin enough. I was trying out diets and worked out like crazy, I ended up being the thinnest I’ve been for the last 8 years and did it make me happy? No it left me unsatisfied still thinking I’m not good enough. And guess what I didn’t have the queue of man that I expected to have now that I was thinner. I realized that I will never have a healthy relationship with someone if I dont fall in love with myself first. 

It’s important to see which people lift you up and give you strength and which tear you down. It started with cutting a few unhealthy relationships and friendships out of my life, which is hard but you end up happier. The way to selflove took me a while and doubts find their way back every now an then. It’s ok to have those feelings, it’s ok to not always feel amazing! 

I gained back 2 sizes and I struggled with it every now and then but in the end I also gained a lot of self confidence as I realized I’m so much more than my body,my size or my weight. I’m all of my choices,thee good and the bad. I’m the way I laugh about stuff. I’m strong and I’m the woman that i always dreamed of being. I realized I start to become the woman I needed when I was younger, the woman that should’ve told me that I’m beautiful no matter what. That’s when I decided to be that role model for other girls and started my IG account. It helped me a lot to virtually surround myself with women with the same bodytype and look at them appreciating their bodies. I started doing that and receiving all the love and positive feedback overwhelmed me. To be an inspiration to young girls and women my age is is something that I never thought I could ever be and it makes me happier then anything! 

I hope you girls keep on shining and keep on going on our selflove journey. Let’s all be role models, for ourselves, our future children and all the young girls trying to love themselves

Hello sun 

The sun finally came out today and Sofia and me were being the happiest about cruising around in her car and took a long walk. As I gained a bit of weight lately I was a bit anxious about what to put on now that it got warmer. A lot of magazines make you believe crop tops are one of the main no-go’s for curvy girls but I guess we all proved them wrong.

So a crop top and a high waist jeans will forever be my go to look. And it worked out well again, you shouldn’t be hiding when you don’t feel well with you body. I saw these pictures and I was like „Oh wow, I like that and maybe I’ve been a little to hard to myself“ 

That’s why we all need to step out of our comfort zone every now and them and prove ourselves wrong 🙏 

And I know you’ll all be asking: 

Jeans is from Asos called FARLEIGH and comes in a lot of different colors 

#selflovesunday with Cande Moran

The fashion industry still separates curve models from the straight sized girls and you barely see editorials or ad’s with a range of all sizes. I met the wonderful Cande Moran in London, we shared a room (way too short) and we had some deep and honest talks about bodies and what modeling does with us. We were both completely surprised that we can relate to everything the other one says and we have exactly the same struggles and issues. If you didn’t know we’re a completely different size and work in different part of the industry you would never guess that! Weiterlesen

She’s back 

Hey lovelies,

it’s been a while since my last post on here, but those who follow me on Instagram know I was quite busy the last weeks and spent a month in London for modeling. It’s been a crazy time and I don’t want to miss any moment there.

If you want to know more about modeling and what times abroad look like let me know in the comments! This outfit was shot Weiterlesen

#selflovesunday

#selflovesunday is something I’ll be doing from now on. Sunday is usually the day I take some time for myself, it’s the day I’m doing my weekly skincare routine and take time to do whatever I feel like. Sometimes I just stay at home doing nothing or I go out with my loved ones. It’s the only day I really focus Weiterlesen

lingeriexconfidence

So many girls ask me what I do to feel so confident and comfortable in my own body. Sometimes I just like to put on some nice underwear, just for myself! I like the feeling that good lingerie gives you and how it makes you immediately feel sexy and graceful.

Every woman should do that every now and then: find out what flatters your body, because feeling comfortable in your underwear is way more sexy than showing off as much skin as possible and not feeling confident doing that. I love high waisted panties or bodies. Stand in front of a mirror and look at what good underwear does to you and start to realize how good it feels. Look at your body, flaunt your shape and gain some new confidence! I believe that when you had that moment when you danced around in your undies, watching yourself in the mirror, realizing you look amazing you will feel more confident in every other outfit and you will not feel the urge to hide your body anymore.

This beautiful body (find it here) is from be curvy! Definitely check them out for beautiful lingerie for every shape and size!

Looking back at 2016 

Usually I’m not really into the whole New Year’s Eve thing and I hate how everybody makes resolutions for the next year. But as this year is coming to an end I find myself thinking more and more about everything 2016 brought to me.

It started with one of the best decisions I’ve ever made: starting this blog! Weiterlesen

Reality check

(german version below)

I guess the most frequently comments or messages I receive are from girls telling me they wish they had my confidence or wishing they could accept their bodies like I do. But let me tell you this, we just show our best sides on social media.

Of course I choose the best pic out of 50, I always try to find one where I look as much as I look in real life, but still I wouldn’t choose one Weiterlesen

Style at any size

img_6420Only one year ago I could not imagine to ever wear thigh high boots, first of all because everything higher than my ankle wouldnt fit my legs. And I thought this style only works on skinny girls. Being surrounded by people telling us that curvy girls shouldn’t do this or shouldn’t do that, makes you think black jeans and a shirt is the only outfit you will ever look good in. To be honest I wouldn’t wear everything and I know what goes well with my bodytype Weiterlesen